t h e r e m i n i s c e n t s t a r - -
v2.o -star.
thereminiscentstar .


portia jolene ; posh * lene * (:
LALAPOLYPOCKETCHOONG ;
going 19 .
nafa svaf .
attached . =)
they call me starshine ; tinkerbell ; queenLALA*
191286
broken; and worthless .
hyper .
not what i seem to be .
tend to lose myself in thoughts .
daydreamerr .
sadistic .
black ; hotpeenk ; orange ; white ; purple .
lamee . extremely at times .
comforts people ; but yearns comfort from friends .
cynical .
imperfect .
stubborn .
bossy .
extremely fragile ;
has a soft mushy heart .
am redundant whereever i am . =)
yearns to fly *

je'taime .


the Man Up there . =))
him. =D
churchies .
EEYOREE !
monokuro boo .
cinnamoroll .
starrs .
my telescope . also known as my WIFE . =]
butterflies .
qing tian wawa .
windmills .
carousels .
dancing .
clubbing .
esplanade .
east coast .
southern most point .
changi airport .
marina south .
to be a unique !
blowing bubbles .
jewellery making . =D
taking black&white photographs .
photoshopp !
princess .
cousins shannon&jamie !
sad songs .
piano ; sax ; guitar . (but can't play any)
Tuesday, September 14, 2004

if love was a bird. we'll be soaring high up in the sky. =)

boo. your royale highness is feeling god damn sick today.
stomach's hurting like fuck.
and i've been puking like fuck.
man.
this feeling sucks.
i rather be dead! =but nahh.
i can't lahh.
*sheepish smile.

lardeedahhs.
came up with alot of conclusions lately.
like one.
i'm gonna screw up my prelims.
=BLAHS.
oh well.
i feel damn dumb.
i screwed up my english paper.
can you believe it?
i definately can't lorhs.
sighs.


blah lah.
i can't be bothered to type.
buhh.
cause i think i'm gonna go run to puke now.
i love evanescence.
i love the OLD royales.
i love this song.
=)
ta.




"Missing"

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

[Chorus:]
Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out,
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"

[Chorus]

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...

[Chorus]


i love you baby *

;elysium.
7:24:00 PM



eternitywithYOU.
Zen Neeon .
new laptop .
Christian Dior - Dolce Vita .
Corrinne May's 2 albums .
Plumb's albums .
Dishwalla's albums .
Nicholas Spark's books .
Levis 501 & Diva Jeans .
Chronicles of Narnia .
a new starglobe . =|
my daisy rock star bass .


pl.
kaye.
wei.
xue.
leisha.
keith.
nic.
tenshi.
nurul.
ak*i.
ak.
andreana.
beryl.
gaga.
joyce.
darlindpeiis.
hbg. =)
gii.
ryann.
YF !
liane.
rachhh*ange.
DWONGbao!
germs.
JON !